It Feels so much like falling, dying while I try to die... I think this Fly leaf song describes the way I feel right now...I just get a job and just today my contract finish and they say thank you, bye bye!!

AH, it's ok no problem with that but it make me think that I'm worthless and it hurts 'cos I was starting to make friends... and them I realized that I've been lose all my time without a job and now I finally get this and I'm not done for this either -_- I really believe that there is something wrong with me, maybe my head it's not working normally, I've alway though that my way to think it's different and maybe I need some help...

I think I never fix like the others... and sometimes I'm afraid that I'm loosing my mind or something.

Don't know what to do... maybe visit some doctor.